The way forward

Night after night I sleep with tears running down my cheeks
I realize so many times that I’ve lost myself
I promise so many times to wake up and reclaim myself
But nothing seems to work
The mornings don’t start with the same resolve
Every pledge I make in my heart
Becomes just another thing in the morning
I miss somebody in my life
Somebody who would understand me
Somebody who I could pour my heart to
Somebody who would tell me the truth
Somebody who’s truth wouldn’t hurt
Somebody who would just let me be ME!
But this absence can’t be reason for me to give up
I have to stand up and face the world
Face myself
I have to do it for myself
Coz it hurts nobody more than me
I can’t let myself lose this fight
I am better than my loser twin.
And I shall prove it….to myself!