Smiling finally!

16th april

it had been days since i smiled my happy smile! not that i didnt want to but it just somehow wasnt happening. the past 5 days have been like hell. i dont remember the last time when something like this happened. there was just so much going on in my head...i was touchy, very irritable n was just being very dumb. in all the mess around me i had conveniently forgotten something that i love doing...SMILING!
yesterday could have been the same...
time seemed to crawl yesterday...it was perhaps gonna be worse than the previous day. scary..
i had my class in the morning.. its supposed to be from 8-10 but as luck would have it they broke off at 9:30...what a beginning! i was already irritated! i was supposed to be meeting vands at 10 but before that could happen i had to kill whole 30 minutes!! damn
anyways after a seeming eternity she finally came! it was nice meeting her..though it didnt feel as if i was meeting her for the first time! found something to smile about but it still wasnt my 'beautiful' smile..the one that comes straight from the heart. siggggghhhhhhhhh
got back home... was in for a busy afternoon..had to go out with dad which I thot would be a great way to pass some time but tht was not to be! After all tht roaming around in the sun I gt back to find that it was just 2 p.m..hell another 10 hours to sleep!!! Yup..as weird as it sounds..that’s what ive been doing..trying to sleep as much as possible though I simply hate sleeping!
Somehow the hands of the clock now showed the time to be 7 p.m.
I was online n was chatting with a frnd when we got talking about ‘it’. N whew what a lot of good that did to me! Cleared almost everything n was I relieved!!!! Thanks a ton ‘P’! I owe u one dear!
The 1 hour long chat was enough to make me want to smile again! N I sure made up for all those days..I smiled n smiled n smiled till my mom started finding it weird!:P
Thanks ‘P’!!!
N I smiled to sleep finally!!

17th april
just had to thank some people!
Thanks ‘B’...dunno what I would have done without ur help! u were so so understanding!
Thanks ‘M’ for always always being there n listening to my nonsense!
Luv u all
:)
yup...im still smiling!!